Sunday, May 10, 2009

the truth about life.

"just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you.
just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they wont hurt you. because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, best friends ditch. & there are always going to be those people who kill to see you fall."

May 10, 2009

Dear Friend,
its been awhile. the last time we talked, was my birthday. and since then some things have changed. well can i ask if you remember my dad's girlfriend heather? she moved in. which is a good thing i think, shes really nice and we get along good so no arguing there. well i no longer talk to Antonio...AGAIN, why you ask? well because all i wanted to do is become a good friend with him again and he ignores me! i dunno what i did wrong but apparently it was something because he started talking to other people real fast with no hesitation. ouch right? very. by the way _______ was Antonio. And on my birthday i just wanted to talk to him, to hang out with him, and become best friends like over summer before he changed into a jerk. but no, we made up an excuse not to hang out with me and the next day, never talked to me since. but anyway this blog isn't to trash talk people, its to tell you about myself. well, the day after my birthday i did get my braces. they are still on and doing fine. in the act of loosing a friend, i gained on back. but before i get ahead of myself i might say i became better friends with one. well, remember Ryan? well a week after we were joking about him coming over he really did. and we hung out and stuff and really kinda got to know each other more. we whined up become really really good friends...until recently. Ryan and I were getting along quite well until he got this new girlfriend Molly. I dunno what i did wrong but ever since they've been dating we've kinda drifted. For example, every morning before homeroom I go and talk to Ryan and Nate. Now he kinda ignores me? We used to walk to lunch everyday. Now he dashes out the door before i can get up it seems. And oh this is my favorite, we had this comment thing on myspace going on for months, now he doesn't reply back. What did I do wrong? Maybe I'm just being too compulsive. oh well. anyways, i gained about 3 more friends. There are two girls on my Cheerleading team, Katie and Nicole. We started talking and now we talk all the time! Friday night we had a sleepover and Nicole's house and mad videos! oh and Libby moved a town away and we really don't talk at all anymore. BUT! over the summer i broke up with my boyfriend of about 4 months, Tyler Scism, for personal reasons. but anyway we started talking again and I'm happy about that. everyone bets we will be going out again before September, whatever. oh i can prove them wrong. anyway i am currently sick with a cold and it sucks. And I am going to Kenny Chesney in 48 days! but no ones counting. well I've been be miserable overall but there are times I'm perfectly fine. But for now I will say "see you later" because goodbyes are for people who will never see each other. but we will see each other real soon. See you later.

-Alex