HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! I'm having a great day! Leo and Heather were the first to say "happy birthday". i woke up peppy at 6:15am. i got dressed and headed for my day. i went to the store with my grandma before homeroom because Cassie wasn't in school so i didn't wanna walk alone. i went to home room and was sad because my birthday wasn't announced on KSHTV. but i did not let that get to me. Shadie gave me a barbie doll! i really didn't think she would(: Antonio walked me to 1st period again, but he forgot it was my birthday today because he was high all weekend...but then he remembered!(: i went to math class and texted Libby and Alex and also read every in coming message that said "happy birthday". as i was walking to English Libby, Alex, and Mackenzie gave me a cake and birthday cards! i was so happy! second period we were assigned a poem to write about love or hate, i will tell you where this comes in later. third period; earth science lab and earth science with Ryan. Ryan's pretty fly for a white guy. he gave me birthday punches though =/
i took pictures with my new camera to show him my cool color effect :D
then fifth period; finally lunch!
i "blew out my candles" to my cake. it was me, Libby, Nate, Taylor and then josh came over. Josh is the waiter at friendleys who quit because there all assholes but me and Libby thought he was hot but anyways. Ryan brought me starburts! even though Libby and Josh ate half! but anyways the rest of my school was boring except Kassi came to my pool class so it was funny! oh yeah and in 7th period i texted _______ to stay tenth with me for my birthday but he couldn't):
so i was inspired with my love/hate poem and I'm sad i cannot hand it in till Wednesday, because i get top braces tomorrow! but after school, me, Emma, Catherine, Shadie and Jessica all went to Sami's and they brought me pizza. My grandma gave me a big thing of flowers and a balloon. at practice it was all jumps, cheers, and stunts; LAME! after practice i went upstairs to go get dressed because my mommy was taking me to dinner. she laid out my presents on bed how cute :] but at dinner she gave a BEAUTIFUL necklace and book behind it called Open Hearts.
we went to my great grandmothers after that and had cake. my dad stopped and gave me a birthday hug and kiss. then we went to look at my aunt's new house, its cute. after that we went home and i went to bed. what a good birthday :] ill write you back later.
-Alex
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The Unbreakable Heart
To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable
-C.S. Lewis
-C.S. Lewis
Sunday, February 8, 2009
February 8, 2009
the day before my birthday! well let me just start by telling you how my day went yesterday since i wrote you in morning. well after i got out of the shower, i got dressed for dinner which was at 7:30 even though it was like 2 o'clock in the afternoon. Emma came over at 7 and we got at the restaurant at 7:15, which was annoying because there was a really long wait even though we had reservations! we finally sat down at 8. it was a rather enjoyable dinner. afterwords we all went to heathers house and played Rock Band till 12am. (she kicked my ass once) and then today me and Emma awoke and just hung out. we went to get my new camera which is totally awesome! Shadie came over too and we took pictures. my family all came around 5ish and had cake for me, i got $90. not bad. after that i went home to moms since it was her night. we had dinner and i watched Madagascar 2 until midnight which is my birthday(:
Saturday, February 7, 2009
The Greatest Irony of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again.
For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person.
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little.
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right.
Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time, while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
So here's a piece of advice;
Let go when you're hurting too much.
Give up when love isn't enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
It's certain... there is someone out there
WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.
having the wrong person when the time is right
and finding out you love someone right after
that person walks out of your life.
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
but when you see them smile at you,
you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
they will never be yours again.
For some, they think that letting go is one way
of expressing how much they love that person.
in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love
being held by someone else.
Most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little.
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason
why the heart is not always right.
Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love
but to only discover that for them
we are just for passing time, while the one who truly
loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
So here's a piece of advice;
Let go when you're hurting too much.
Give up when love isn't enough.
And move on when things are not like before.
It's certain... there is someone out there
WHO WILL LOVE YOU EVEN MORE.
February 7, 2009
Good day my dear friend! isn't it a lovely Saturday? today i awoke at 8 o'clock to my toothache and to a wonderful dream i had. I was in a mall/school thing. there were three boys in my dreams. i was intimidated by all of them, and i know all of them. they were ____, _____, and _______. but i was happiest with _______. we both went to some place in this mall school thing. we were just walking around as friends as first until we went to say goodbye... he grabbed my hands and i pulled them around my waist and placed them there. i leaned into kiss him but he kissed me first. it was warm and comforting, not to much sexual but romantic. it felt like he was sent from heaven, like we were created for each other. but then it was over and we left. then, the second time we met. we were kinda like a ligament couple. we held hands, wrapped around each other like a scarfs, and kissed each other over the table. but then i woke up, the magic was gone, awaiting for another night to dream. so i lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. its just me and these four walls again. i get up grab three Tylenol, chug some raspberry Arizona, lay back down and listen to my iPod. No one in my house was awake yet. it wasn't until ten o'clock when i heard someone moving about, it was my dad. so i get up walk down stairs and myspace it for a bit. then i remember it's my birthday in two days! I'm some what excited. but anyway, my dad is taking me out to dinner tonight to one of my favorite places, the Golden Giza. it's Japanese food cooked right in front of you! my dad said i could also bring Emma! and then, either after dinner we can go and get my camera(: i am so very excited. i love birthdays but i kinda hate them too. it's another step closer to death and another reason to live your life. well ill talk to tomorrow and tell you everything went :D
im gonna go get in the shower and update my iPod.
write you soon!
-Alex
im gonna go get in the shower and update my iPod.
write you soon!
-Alex
Friday, February 6, 2009
Febuary 6, 2009
well hello hello. i haven't talked to you in awhile. I've missed you so. how have been? let me fill you in.
well since September I've been okay. October I still continued to like ____ but it eventually wore away when I realized he's an asshole and were better off friends for now. November I have thought was okay kinda boring but okay. December i worried more and more about my father.
he still missed coming home to somebody every night with dinner ready on the table and smiling faces running to the door and not worrying about losing something else every time he cannot afford the bill. but recently he starting dating his girlfriend heather again, and they're really into each other. like two days ago, she slept over, and when we all went to school and work, she cleaned the whole house and fixed dinner for us and left little notes every where! my dad was totally surprised! he really likes her and she's a little cutie ill give her that. Heather is a very very nice girl who has a 10 year old son herself. she had her shares of hurt too, but her and my dad make a great couple! anyways still in December. My mom got engaged to her boyfriend Mike. Mike is a really sweet guy and is there for us allot. I'm glad my mom ended up with him rather then some asshole. last week me and mike stayed up too like one o'clock just talking about anything. hes chill. still in December, my cheerleading team cheer jamz went to nationals in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. we won. oh! and we won regionals. but unfortunately in January we took 4th in Providence, Rhode island. you cant win all the time. Christmas was great! i got all the things i wanted. The Vampire Chronicles, Clothes, backpack, etc. oh yeah! in November, i read the whole twilight Sega in 2 weeks. very good series, i cannot wait till the next book!
January was okay, nothing special really. oh yeah! i got my handspring layout! woot woot! just need my back tuck... oh well. February. its good so far. i know like _______. well i think i do. I'm weirdly extremely attracted to him. whatever though. anyway my birthday is the ninth(:
I'm super excited. 15 here i come! i cannot believe ill be driving next year. life goes too fast. oh yeah i had my first day of pool yesterday, not that bad just cold. blah i just my top braces the tenth, i got my bottoms in October...forgot to mention that, well I'm going go now ill write you back soon :]
-Alex
well since September I've been okay. October I still continued to like ____ but it eventually wore away when I realized he's an asshole and were better off friends for now. November I have thought was okay kinda boring but okay. December i worried more and more about my father.
he still missed coming home to somebody every night with dinner ready on the table and smiling faces running to the door and not worrying about losing something else every time he cannot afford the bill. but recently he starting dating his girlfriend heather again, and they're really into each other. like two days ago, she slept over, and when we all went to school and work, she cleaned the whole house and fixed dinner for us and left little notes every where! my dad was totally surprised! he really likes her and she's a little cutie ill give her that. Heather is a very very nice girl who has a 10 year old son herself. she had her shares of hurt too, but her and my dad make a great couple! anyways still in December. My mom got engaged to her boyfriend Mike. Mike is a really sweet guy and is there for us allot. I'm glad my mom ended up with him rather then some asshole. last week me and mike stayed up too like one o'clock just talking about anything. hes chill. still in December, my cheerleading team cheer jamz went to nationals in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. we won. oh! and we won regionals. but unfortunately in January we took 4th in Providence, Rhode island. you cant win all the time. Christmas was great! i got all the things i wanted. The Vampire Chronicles, Clothes, backpack, etc. oh yeah! in November, i read the whole twilight Sega in 2 weeks. very good series, i cannot wait till the next book!
January was okay, nothing special really. oh yeah! i got my handspring layout! woot woot! just need my back tuck... oh well. February. its good so far. i know like _______. well i think i do. I'm weirdly extremely attracted to him. whatever though. anyway my birthday is the ninth(:
I'm super excited. 15 here i come! i cannot believe ill be driving next year. life goes too fast. oh yeah i had my first day of pool yesterday, not that bad just cold. blah i just my top braces the tenth, i got my bottoms in October...forgot to mention that, well I'm going go now ill write you back soon :]
-Alex
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