February 7, 2009

Good day my dear friend! isn't it a lovely Saturday? today i awoke at 8 o'clock to my toothache and to a wonderful dream i had. I was in a mall/school thing. there were three boys in my dreams. i was intimidated by all of them, and i know all of them. they were ____, _____, and _______. but i was happiest with _______. we both went to some place in this mall school thing. we were just walking around as friends as first until we went to say goodbye... he grabbed my hands and i pulled them around my waist and placed them there. i leaned into kiss him but he kissed me first. it was warm and comforting, not to much sexual but romantic. it felt like he was sent from heaven, like we were created for each other. but then it was over and we left. then, the second time we met. we were kinda like a ligament couple. we held hands, wrapped around each other like a scarfs, and kissed each other over the table. but then i woke up, the magic was gone, awaiting for another night to dream. so i lay in my bed staring at the ceiling. its just me and these four walls again. i get up grab three Tylenol, chug some raspberry Arizona, lay back down and listen to my iPod. No one in my house was awake yet. it wasn't until ten o'clock when i heard someone moving about, it was my dad. so i get up walk down stairs and myspace it for a bit. then i remember it's my birthday in two days! I'm some what excited. but anyway, my dad is taking me out to dinner tonight to one of my favorite places, the Golden Giza. it's Japanese food cooked right in front of you! my dad said i could also bring Emma! and then, either after dinner we can go and get my camera(: i am so very excited. i love birthdays but i kinda hate them too. it's another step closer to death and another reason to live your life. well ill talk to tomorrow and tell you everything went :D
im gonna go get in the shower and update my iPod.
write you soon!

-Alex